Wen, Soraya, or Both?

Jul, 6th..finally, an entire year...
I've been waiting for today for so long, or rather for a whole year...

This isn't a big day for ordinary people.
For me, it's just like each single day i've spent before.

Some might wonder why I regard this day as an "important" day.
I have to say what matters is the same day last year.
So, that it's been an entire year till now makes today "different".

During this year, emotions mixed emerged again and over again..
I fell, stood up, tried to climb out of the hole, stumbled again, nearly gave up
but finally struggled for the coming of today...

I can't remember each detail clearly..
but the moment I think of anything about that, the feeling of pain still haunts me
both in my real life and dream.

I'm not so kind that a thank-you still cannot be uttered from my mouth,
(even though he used to think how much he did for me)
To be frank,
some parts of me are unwilling to admit what has ever happened between us.
Yet, what i would more like to do is let it go...withoug caring anyting and anyone involved

Now, I'm here to say a definitely real goodbye to the fading love...
and cheers for myself to face it so bravely...